Yesterday after school I went home...
Got ready to go to white center assembly of God's hallelujah night..
and when we got there we stopped by this lady who sold musubi'z which is rice with spam and sea weed. It was so good!!! I haven't ate that since I've been in Hawaii. But anyways we bought a lot and ate it. I know its kind of weird of me telling you of what I ate but I have always love musubi'z. But that's not my main point of what I'm going to tell you about.
So yesterday we went to the hallelujah night.
If you don't know what hallelujah night it is a christian positive celebration. We don't call it Halloween night because it is a positive way of celebrating Halloween but in the way of God. We were late because it started at 6 and we got there like around 7:30 and all the games were just about finished. It was okay. Because they have it every year, last years was way better. It was bigger, there were more games, more people, more excitement, more candy, and more things to do. This year I'm not going to say it was the worst thing I've ever been to because it wasn't but it wasn't as good as I thought it was. I didn't want to let the way I felt about the way things were going stop me from enjoying my night.
During the time I was there with my family I seen this girl that I know from school. We seen each and greeted each other and said hi. The weird thing is that she came up to me and hugged me. It was weird because it was the first time she hugged, she never hugged me in school. After that I thought it was just for show because my family was there. I felt so disappointed because of the way she treated me at school and out of school. The second weird thing is I seen her again and she hugged me again. I was like what is this girl doing. But I wasn't going to let that stop me from going on with the okay night that I was kind of enjoying.
You see there are some things about certain people that I've learned. They act so nice to your face but when you turn your back on them they act so cruel and brutal. I know everyone knows that but ever since I've moved up here I've noticed that certain people are like that. How would I put it?, FAKE. There you go, FAKENESS and PHONINESS. Back at home in Cali, I've never had a problem or drama with anybody. My family and I never had drama with anyone. But ever since I've moved up here to Seattle, I've come to know and learn that they're are a bunch of certain people that I know and met are just backstabbers and liars. I am not saying that Seattle is a bad place and no one should move here. I know that everyone has their lieing and back stab moments but the people that I've known and met, some of them have been nothing but backstabbers and liars. But I've learned to just put them behind me because I know what I'm putting in front of me. But anyways, last night I just felt so dishonest with her because to me it was just a show. I don't know what it meant to her but that's how I felt.
I guess what I am saying that this hallelujah night made me realize who really are my friends and who aren't. I guess I'll just have to find out more about my friends so I know who is real and who isn't. You know I've learned that sometimes, most of the time, or all the time, your friends isn't always going to be there. The ones who are always going to be there is your family. God especially. I've been told that family comes first and God comes always. To me friends are there just for the time being, but family and God are always there. Overall, living my life has been such a roller coaster but I've learned things that helped me overcome my challenges, I've helped myself become a stronger person in times of trouble, I've been able to unlock doors that I couldn't open. I just thank my family and God for everything because they are always there every step of the way. So I hope everyone had a exciting positive hallelujah night!!!!!!
Sunday, November 1, 2009
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